well i know you guys can stand being in the dark. and i cant either. oh yeah about the my girl song. i was just thinking of thaparticular song when i was writing, and i have a bad habbit of writing what ever i am thinking. you guy will never figure out all the reasons im so happy. there a couple of them. one is i am gonna start taking my training in the summer!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! i guess i will tell you the other reason. but your gonna think it is really dumb. the other reason i am really happy is because im gonna be 18.hehehehehehe!!!!!!!! i fooled you!!! hahaha!!!!!!!! im turning 18 in june and i cant wait. because then i can work almost any job and do any kind of labor or i can go to a recruiting office and sign my life away to the government.awwwwwww so many choices.but i have my heart set on something else already. im not going to army or marines. im gonna stay right here in wichita falls and take my training. then i might go off to college. but who knows? you want to know why im so happy. well i cant really tell you why just yet. i just want to make sure everything is right. besides i dont really know whats gonna happen. i just need to focus on geting my training and nothing else. as soon as i get my training done and start working for the fire department maybey then i will start thinking about girls and wich one i like. but right now i dont even have the money coke. much less a girlfriend. there to expensive. besides im single and im lovin it. i can do what ever i want. for example. i can put my life at risk if i want. i can go climb a straight up wall in the desert. i can go jump out of an arplane at 40thousand feet. i can go deep sea diving i can ride some rapids. i can go base jumping off the empire state building i can do anything. if i had a girlfriend i couldnt do all that. she would want to stay around and be with her all the time. and not do anything dangerous. my life would in shades. im not ready for that. im still to much of a dare devil. and i probly will be for the rest of my life. that is one thing about me that will nevebr change. its what i do. so right now im just livin life like im supposed to and walking a fine line of danger and safe. and ya know what? im lovin it!!!!!!!!!little bit of danger here doing all kinds crazy junk. oh yeah i dont think im ready to give that up just yet. later yall