hey wats going on? i know its been a while since ive done this.not much is new just getting impaitent. in two months im turnig 18 and i cant wait.everyday i get more impaitent. i cant wait. there is so much i want to do. i will be finally be able to get the kind of job i want and make some real cash. maybey then i will be able get a place of my own. but when i turn 18 i plan on taking some fire saftey training and becoming a fire fighter. get to ride those big red fire trucks and actually do what i want. and then after i graduate highscchool im gonna be going to OSU. that way i can take my career farther. plus after i graduate from OSU i will be an officer. ill have a batchlors degree and ill be a firemen. what more could you ask for? thats like one of the coolest things there is. ill be physically fit and i will be doin pretty good for my self. then after a few years of being a firemen im gonna be a police officer then after about three or four years on the force im gonna try out for swat. that would be very interesting. but till then im gonna be kickin with the fire department of wichita falls. but the cool thing is ill be living on my own. hopefully. ohhh i cant wait. but dont worry evrybody will still be seeing me. ill probly be on call alot though. i dont want to leave this town because of the church. i plan on coming back here after i graduate from OSU. i might go to dallas but im not sure. but i will have a motorcycle. no matter what i will have one those. i dont want you to think im trying to rebel, im just a very indepent person. i allways have been. and plus i have allways wanted a bike. there fast and they aare very good on gas. i will most likely get a sports bike. probly a gsxr. there very light and there very small. wich makes them even faster. but im gonna be different and take the govenor off. that way i will be able to hit speeds that my friends cant. over 200 mphs. thats fast. and i cant wait. im running out of stuff to say. if you are wondering why nothing is capitalized its because i dont ever capitalize. even when i write on paper. its just my trade mark. and if i do capitalize, it look like ThIs AnD iTs ReAlLy CoOl. but other then that capitalisation takes to much time. besides i think its cooler to just write like this.. im not getting graded for it. by the way i did this when i was in public school. most of the time just to make the teachers mad. i had so much fun when i wwent to public school. like when i was in the 8th grade i would argue with my science teacher that evolution was fake and god made the earth. i told her that the big bang theory was fake and that the only thing capeable of making something this great was god. i think she hated me. but it was fun because i backed it up with scripture one day and i made her so mad because she couldnt say anything and plus the whole class was laughing there heads off. that had to be the funnest year ever. i used to make her mad on purpose. like one time i chewed some gum in class and she told me to spit it out. so i did. but as soon as i got back to my seat i put another one in my mouth. time went by. ttthen she told me to spit my gum out. i did. then i went back to my seat and put some paper in my mouth and started chewing that. well she told me put it in the trash, so i did. i sat back down and started chewing my tounge.then she told me to spit watever i had in my mouth in the trash. well i told her it was my tounge. she said stop. i said ok. then i strarted doing it agian. i got sent to the office. came back and started over. to make a long story short i got sent to the office about three times in one class. 45 minutes. thats gotta besome kinda record. and every time i was sent there for chewing gum that i didnt have. it was my tounge. she was a mean teacher though. i never liked her. i know i should not have done that but really come on. you used to be my age and you used like to make your teacher mad once in a while. everybody does someething like that at leasst one time in there life. i mean what fun is school if you cant on your teachers nerves? i wasnt a bad kid i was just feeling kinda onry that day. but that was four years ago and i wish i was still in public school. this home school thing is killing me. no friends to hang out with not being able to make a paper airplane in class. not getting fed at the same time every day. really most people say that they would rather be homeschooled. well they dont know that having your parents for your teacher is worse then fighting with all the teachers in a public school. its torcher. there harder then private schools. i hate being homeschooled. it is the appitamy of a ll bad things. i am a people person and need to be around people daily or i go absolutely crazy. and plus i miss playing baseball. it gave me reason to actually go to school. that would be the only reason i ever wanted to go to school. because of baseball. thats my game. but i got to admit if i was going to public school i would be playing every sport there is. plus powerlifting and all the other stuff i like. well thats all for tonight im out of words. lata